The Covid Pandemic was a watershed moment in my life for many reasons. Previously, I believed people were generally open to logic and reason, especially from those they deemed close or trustworthy. During and after the pandemic, I saw all the months and years of research and analysis I performed just thrown out a window in a storm of emotion. Suddenly, propagandists who had a long history of lying, like George W. Bush and most media outlets, became “voices of reason” and “the experts” in promoting the Covid vaccines. Suddenly “science” was to be “trusted” and not questioned. People I know were happy that anyone like myself were being blacklisted for refusing the vaccine and it felt like the ultimate betrayal then, and still does today. Though I know the betrayal was not intentional, it made me realize most people are well-meaning, but emotional useful idiots who are easily manipulated regardless of their qualifications, intelligence, or social status.
The pandemic also inadvertently made me question vaccines in general. Though I always had doubts about flu vaccines and never got one because I was young and trusted my immune system, I had not doubted all the other vaccines and received a vaccine as recently as 2017. Due to the blatant pandemic propaganda, I then investigated my own vaccine and health history and found invariably, that 2 years after receiving each vaccine, health issues surfaced that were not hereditary and that doctors could not explain. I also realized the less vaccines I took, the more my health and immune system improved. When I was over 30 years old, I far exceeded my athletic performance of my teenage years and 20s, having been held back by a heart issue which I believe was caused by the varicella vaccine in my teens. I believe my body overcame the negative consequences of this vaccine. Over time, the constant chest pains and shortness of breath that plagued my teenage years and 20s had resided. When I went to see my doctor in my 30s, my heart capacity had increased so much, he asked me if I had become an athlete.
Since the pandemic, I do not plan on taking any vaccines anymore and view them as tools of both population control and “Directed Evolution.”. I also realized I cannot rely on people, no matter how close they might be. I am waiting for the next false flag event for the next betrayal, but it will not be a betrayal to me because the trust has already been broken and no amends nor effort have been made to repair it by those who betrayed.
I saw to what extent the people among whom I lived could be trusted as good neighbors and friends; that their friendship was for
summer weather only; that they did not greatly propose to do right; that they were a distinct race from me by their prejudices and superstitions, as the Chinamen and Malays are; that in their sacrifices to humanity they ran no risks, not even to their property; that after all they were not so noble but they treated the thief as he had treated them, and hoped, by a certain outward observance
and a few prayers, and by walking in a particular straight though useless path from time to time, to save their souls.
Henry David Thoreau, Civil Disobedience, 1849